Kelly the awesome.

2010-08-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?"

-Rozz.

I really miss my childhood. Back then, everything was perfect. There was no one to defy, no one to piss off, no one to bow down to. We had our own lives, just fooling around everyday, with everyone staring at you.

I miss everything about then. I really want to go back into the days where I would just rush back home to spend quality time with my family.

I believe, technology screws people up, and I'll never let it have its way.

Blogs are so inspiring(some), excluding some quite annoying ones, really annoying. I mean, who cares?

Sometimes, they just give you the strength no one can give you to carry on with life.

You just can't be so careful anymore.

2010-07-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

I never thought I'd come back here after who knows how long. Thankfully I still have this blog to seek refuge in. Thankyou so much!

Somehow, in one way or another, things I need seem to be there all the time! Other than some. Life has been screwing me up pretty badly, especially this week. I'm supposed to go to school and get slapped in the face by all the upcoming tests. We have like, SEVEN? (according to certain people.)

I should have never went to SN. (yet, another regret of my life.)

My life has been horrible. So many things have happened in such a short while. They're improving, but still, I am still worrying like an asshole over here.

Hmm, maybe I really care too much. If I didn't care about like half the things I cared about, I bet you my life would be way carefree. Why do I even care? (YES TRINI HAHAH ILY)

I should be worrying about how to survive tmr and the other four days, which are practically the modern version of hell, instead of these rubbish memories which are ruining my studying mood. Not like I've planned to study anyway.

Memories are meant to be forgotten. I've forgotten about all these, I haven't been thinking about it for a really long time. And now, you've just got to remind me. Right now.

Why must you rub salt into an almost fully recovered wound. Just leave me alone, with my life. Everything's been almost perfect other than all these rubbish crap.

Thankyou, so much.

TRINI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH<3
Thankyou for being such a cute little thing listening to all my rubbish YAY!

2010-06-15T11:37:00.001+08:00

2010-04-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

My life is so restricted.

I can't swear on facebook, becase of some
bloody asshole, so yeah this is the only place I can pour out everything.

Will you stop being so fucked up everytime I want to do something. Yes I haven't been doing well( since when did I even do well. ) but still I want to get a life.

Go ahead, do whatever you want. Afterall, like what Thesus said( HAHAH.), to figure or disfigure. You have total control over me, and yeah don't expect me to be Hermia or whatever shit.

So yeah. Someone teach me to accept my life.

Acceptance.

2010-03-30T21:26:00.002+08:00

This isn't the first time. I can't take it anymore.
You have the whole house to yourself and you can laugh to yourself for all I care.
Really, laughing is a blessing. You consider your own laughter as a blessing and others and noise pollution or curses.
What is wrong seriously.

Can you stop being so selfish.
I was as usual, really happy today but you always ruin everything.
I know you mean good.
But the way you condemn people, I can't watch any further.
If I can take it as a blessing, why can't you?

I really have nothing to say.

2010-03-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

I'm really grateful for everything.
For one, I have emotions. Hahahah.

I really wonder why I care.
Last year I didn't, and this year I decided to.
Maybe I shouldn't have at all.

I want to fly
Hahaah.

Your lack of courage makes me sick. Seriously. I don't even care if you see this anymore nhahahah why do I care?
Ahhahah.

2010-03-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

So much for being happy.

Happiness never lasts, even for a day.

2010-03-23T21:55:00.003+08:00

I haven't been so happy in awhile.
Shall forget the tiny irritating things today. (:

FREE CONE! :D
and met quite alot of people today, after a long time.
bought ll's present! HHAAHA although still have to go daiso to buy the basket or whatever.

OHHH.

" Today, I decided to go green by using a leaf to wipe my butt after pooping. In return I received poison oak on my anus. FML"

HAHAAAHAHAHAH.

2010-03-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

Some people have been complaining of my dead blog, hahaha so TA DAAAAH I am back.
With actually nothing much. As my life has always been the same.

The same emptyness, that strangely occupies a larger space in my heart.
Emotions make people do things. So wouldn't it be so much better if I was born without emotions. So I won't flinch when in pain. So I won't cry when I am sad. Probably just walk around like some bloody zombie.

I really don't know what's happening, ( as usual ) and I really want things to go back to how it was. Perhaps I'm just a coward that loves to run away from everything.

Walked home today! I think walking home is something really good to do! And maybe because I've been taking the bus for who knows how long. And I realised I like to walk. Because it's a chance for you to, you know, slow down and watch things from another angle. For you to slow down and say hi to random people. To walk in the sunlight, to enjoy the beautiful greenery, and to enjoy the rare gentle breeze.

Life has been going on at a really fast pace. Hello, and goodbye term 1. I really don't know what's going on.

/slow it down.

2010-02-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

It's time for the bitterness to sink in.
When everything's falling apart, you don't know what to do.
You can't even do anything.

Sometimes I wonder why I even made the choices I made before.

It's time to throw away the key to my heart.

2010-02-25T22:00:00.004+08:00

I'll never forget this day.

Afterall, I'm just a human being.
With emotions come guilt, with guilt comes regret, and with regret comes tears. Perhaps there are really some things in life that we have to learn to let go of.

I don't want to be a super girl,
I just wanna be me.

Why can't everything go back to how it used to be.

I really miss those days where I didn't give a shit about anything. Where playing and sleeping was all that mattered. Where you could run into someone's arms and cry. Where you could make as many mistakes as you wanted and nothing would happen.

Time's indeed something.

This moment is perfect, please don't go away.

I've always wanted to be as bright as the sun. But some things just can't be changed as and when you like it to. Perhaps I'm meant to drag everyone down with me. Everyone who attempts a chance at happiness.

Perhaps I'm just a failure.

And now it's so clear.

2010-02-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

My life is currently at it's breaking point.
To actually know that you can't express your feelings through things like facebook, like when you're dying to high with someone, or to tell someone awesome news, it's really a once in a lifetime thing.

Perhaps it's time I learn to build walls around me and my heart and lock it all up.

And never let it out again.
Ever again.

2010-02-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

I have completely forgotten polynomials.
OHHH and I haven't touched the piano for 9 days. DIE.

CNY & VALENTINE'S was the bomb, like BOOMZ HAHAHA.
and jenny goh! D:
EVIL PERSON.

Today I finally came to my senses, that some things can never go back to what it used to be.
<3 tian xin! :D

2010-02-12T18:22:00.002+08:00

So its my fault, once again.
Everything's my fault.
Me, me and only me.

I almost threw my phone at you.

Let's say its your mistake in giving me my phone.
Fine.
I'm sorry.
Although I didn't do anything.
Don't give me one I'm fine with it.
I've learnt to treasure what I have anyway.
and stop being a fucking bitch.

I'm just a daughter of yours who can't do you anything, who you always blame for everything.

I need to let go of everything.

2010-02-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what's going on in my life now.
It's all messed up. There's dumb bio tmr, and I have heaps and heaps of polynomials to solve and find the remainder and whatnot.
I don't even have time to reflect.

(actually, yes I do!) hahah.
And oh hell I can't find YG! D: there goes a boomz poster.

I really wish the rain would never stop. So it can cry with me everyday. So I won't be lonely. So I would have someone to comfort. Someone to tell all my worries to. Someone to hide my tears.

Your breath is just like the raindrops that fall on my hands.

It's been a long time since a Chinese song sang me to sleep.

I believe I'll get to fully appreciate the beauty of the magnificient rainbow after the thunderstorm. Believe me, I will.
Because I can, I want, and I will.

YESSSSSSSS I FOUND THE FAITH I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR.

2010-02-01T21:37:00.003+08:00

I never knew such kind people could actually turn out to be fucking hypocrites.

Why am I even angry. I do not know.
I only know that I've never regretted knowing you.
Or the decision to get close to you.

Perhaps I'm regretting everything now.

Pick up the broken pieces, and throw them away. Never think about it again. Don't even think about gluing it back because the cracklines will forever be there.

It's here again, that feeling.
I can't stop thinking about you after what I did.
It's horrible.

The way everything works. Its heartbreaking.
I come all this way just to realise that everything's nothing.

2010-01-30T15:37:00.005+08:00

I've been really pissed at some people these few days.
but nevermind. (:
because NGs really make me laugh.

<3 hahahaaha.

It touched me.
Something just snapped in me.
Right after I saw everything that I missed out.

It saddens me everyday. When I actually lie on my bed after an exhausting day in school, to reflect on what I've been doing. It's all about choices. Choices. We all have choices. And I believe, life's about making choices. Choices, what's so good about them. After you realised you made the wrong ones, you regret.
and regretting is the worst thing to do.
But many people still do it.

Its amazing, the word love.
it touches my heart in great amounts.

Its perfect, the nights, they make you feel like you're the only one in the world.
there's no one to worry about, no one to think of, no one to be afraid of.
and its the best thing.
because it's yet another chance to reveal who you really are, and there's no one to see how fragile and weak you really are.

Thank you. So much.

2010-01-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

I seriously doubt that I'll have enough tears for the rest of my life.
What happens if I run out of tears now? D:

Sigh.

<3 Vanilla Twilight! :DD omg its so sweet.

I give up. Have it your way.

2010-01-21T16:26:00.002+08:00

Call me biased or what, but I just found out some totally fucking loser likes suju.
Oh fuck.

And you, please stop doing whatever you're doing.
It's killing me inside.
You know what people like me hate about people like you?
its because of what you're doing.

Can you please go back to normal.
Before all this nonsense started.
I really treasure you.

Don't Love.

2010-01-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today is the worst day of my life.
I think I'm going to be sick.

So you'll know where I am when I'm not in school tmr.
(:

I'm actually going to sleep at 9.30. :O

Cause the space between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

2010-01-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've realised that I'm sitting right smack in the middle of a bunch of whooping retards. HAHAHAH.

Don't Love.

(I've to train my com to type korean D: and my iphone too!)

2010-01-15T22:02:00.003+08:00

You don't know how much I want to sleep, sleep away all these things happening and wake up later to find that everything's a dream.

I come back from school, you don't even give me time to do my own stuff.
Livejournal totally crashed, I couldn't read any fics which pissed me off.

and you came back and started throwing all your questions as me.

It's only the second week of the brand new year, and I'm really dying. It's really stressful, and I'm already so tired.
and no one gives me time to rest at all.

I hate all these.
When will these ever cease?

I'm really very tired.
and I don't care if you're going to scold me tmr or not,
for I've already given up.

I'm really tired.

;The disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

Omg minxin is really HILARIOUS HAHAHA.

2010-01-14T17:22:00.001+08:00

When I was just about to accept you,
you flung yet another knife into my heart.

2010-01-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

STRENGTH.

Isn't strength all about how well you hide your pain.

I've been really weak, and I'm reminded of that nightmare everyday.
I know I have to face it, but yet there's this part of me that wants to give up.
Go away.
Never come back.
\

Perhaps I'm just meant to be a weakling, never able to stand up on my own.
and the disappointment still lasts, it doesn't go away easily.

and let's just hope you won't pretend that nothing ever happened.

This pain.
Will it ever go away?

The uncertainty.
Will it ever disappear?

I just can't seem to cry;
my eyes are out of tears.

I'm losing it.
the Faith.

2010-01-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

I never thought I'd cry this year.

When I was young and naive, I thought you were my angel.
An angel that was given to me to teach me how to produce beautiful music.
and maybe, learn something meaningful about life.

I liked you so much better last time.
Perhaps its you who changed, or I did.
But as I changed, I still liked you.
I actually looked forward to seeing you each week.

You made a difference in my life.
You actually made it interesting.
meaningful.
Fun.

You were my angel.

But now, I thank God for letting me see right through you.
This happened more than three times, and each time you bitched about me to my mother.
and obviously, the whole world knew.

I've made a mental note to smile at you whenever you scold me, and say yes to whatever you say to me.

So if you say anything again, I can walk out of the room and say that it has nothing got to do with me, with pride.

I thought you were different from the others.
But you're exactly like them.
Probably even worse.

I'm hanging on to nothing but hope.
Afterall, isn't it hope that keeps us going in life?

I have no right to scold you or anything.

Who are you anyway?
My angel?

2010-01-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

HANCHUL :D

haven't updated for a long time! haah.
Someone give me a backpack to use D:
I'm on a bag craze! (:

and hell just began.
I mean, you know, HELL.

Random time.

.
.
.

I love Shin Woo! :D

2010-01-03T19:01:00.001+08:00

2009 was a blast, and I hope 2010 will be a bomb! (:

School tmr. How fast.
My mudane life's about to start all over again.

but at least there's one thing to look forward to :D HAHA.

2009-12-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

Jeremy's dog is called Angelina Jolie?!
HAHAHA OMG LOL.

2009-12-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

Watched the last episode of Golden bride today!
I never knew I was such an emotional person.
Cried like hell.

With love comes forgiveness.

I never knew love was so powerful.

2009-12-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

Christmas has ended, and the year is ending.
and my HanChul is GONE! D:

Oh heechul where are you?!

I really really really hope Super junior doesn't disband.
I mean like, look at their Christmas performance.
Like 9 people only?
and I don't think those 9 people can last anymore without the others.
I mean, you can't feel the 13 energy.

NOOOOO. D:

and I haven't learnt the stupid chinese list.
and school is reopening.

2009-12-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAH OMG.
Super junior did Gee and SNSD did Sorry sorry.

HAHAHAHAHAAAHA.
what is the world turning to?

I've been spazzing more than usual.
ONEW&KEY! :D

2009-12-20T10:01:00.001+08:00

Went JB yesterday!
and I actually bought a red tank top :D hahaha yay.

I can't believe I'm actually trying to learn the first chapter of AM myself! :D
hahah omg so hardworking.

2009-12-12T12:42:00.002+08:00

Super Junior released their Sorry Sorry Answer MV :D
and they performed VERY recently. Like thursday or something.

Heechul and Donghae need serious haircuts! D:
Look at SHINee cheering their sunbaes on hahahah.
and I prefer their hairstyles in the japan premium.

hahah. Super junior FIGHTING!

2009-12-08T11:58:00.003+08:00

UPDATING FINALLY :D
was busy watching WGM. hahaah. super cute can.
and facebook is screwing up on me! D:
Trying to upload all my photos today.

but I'll post the ones which made me laugh a lot. :D

My brother's body is of divine proportion!

HELLO EINSTEINS!

haaah my brother is so _________.

the rest on fb!

2009-11-23T05:35:00.002+08:00

I actually saw the other side of the rain today!
:D

and I saw a swan! :D
this com doesn't have a card reader, so I can't post pics. HAHAH.

HAENGBOKFTW////;D
haengbokkkkk.

2009-11-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

It's freaking cold here! D:

2009-11-20T10:06:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING!

Flying off today. Felt like updating anyways.
I realised that Life isn't as simple as what it seems.

SARANGHEYO! :D

2009-11-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

Spazzed a hell lot last night.
bwahahahaa.

I LOVE SPAZZING. :D
especially with fun people.

2009-11-09T19:07:00.002+08:00

I am overly pissed.
Seriously, this is totally none of your business.
What's with you brainwashing that goodie two shoes in this house.

Now he only does your biding.
And he doesn't want to lend me his laptop.
You satisfied?
I've gotta face your stupid nags all day.

But I still gotta obey you right?
So yeah.
Seriously.
Not your business, just fuck off.

2009-11-09T11:23:00.001+08:00

Kim Hee Chul.

2009-11-07T09:50:00.002+08:00

Finally updating again.
Yesterday was a great day!
It was Super Junior's 4th anniversary :D hahhah.

I've been watching a whole lot of variety shows.
hahah.

2009-11-03T09:39:00.003+08:00

Finally updating. After who knows how many days of MIA (:
Recently I have been:

#1 Chionging WOIL2.
#2 Spamming songs into my Ipod.
#3 Writing letters [Farewell one to Janice! D:]
#4 Doing nothing productive.

and..

#5 Watching Suju vids. :D :D HAHAHAHAHA.

I never thought I'd fall in love with Suju.
Esp RYEOWOOK! :D
ahahahaha.

Off to submit my irritating combination choices.

2009-10-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

He's super cute. Like really.

I really can't believe this year is ending.
Since it's ending, I'll be super nice and not be pissed at anyone and try to get along with you.

and I actually decided against ponning school. :D

2009-10-26T09:41:00.002+08:00

Cuteness.
And the woman in this Mv is his real mother! HAHAHAHAAAA.

Someone go out with me on thursday! I'm bored.

2009-10-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

These few days have been really meaningful.
I've really learnt some valuable lessons in life.

I shall never pin high hopes on myself again.
High hopes are just useless; you'll just end up suffering a greater defeat, knowing that you did your best and still, couldn't succeed.
And every time I suffer a defeat, a piece of my heart goes with it.
It really hurts.
Just that some people don't know it, and they go around with their heads bloated.

I just gotta learn to face it.
I'm a loser.
I can't do anything right.

You know, sometimes its really hard to stay positive.
Life is full of surprises, and my life is really interesting.
But its getting boring.
Because its full of setbacks.

God is really, very very mysterious. I know He loves me, but still, I have no idea what is my life all about.

I guess I have to go to church more often.
And I read from somewhere that, sometimes, there are those that God let go and let them suffer the consequences of their own choices in life.

Perhaps I've made all the wrong choices.
Perhaps I'm just not what I think I am.

I've really been thinking these days, and thinking really makes me feel a whole lot better. Because it takes everything off my mind except for what I am thinking.

Thinking about Life.
Thinking about God.
Thinking about everything.

Why do we even bother to live our lives?
I don't know.
But I know that Life goes on, no matter what.
Be it a setback, or a major success, Life won't wait for you.

Call me a coward, or an asshole, I don't really care.
Bitch about me all you want, I'm actually fine with that.
People like you will never understand the reasons behind what I'm actually doing.
Simple-minded people would probably think I'm lazy, I'm letting everyone down.

I may seem selfish, but everything I do, I have my reasons.

;there's gonna be one less lonely girl.

2009-10-19T20:10:00.004+08:00

Kellyne ftw! :D
Watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs today, 3D! (: It's like what, the first time I'm watching a 3D show. I know my life is just so pathetic.

Omg my mom says I look darker.
Which boosted my ego a hell lot.
hahaahahaha.

I want her hairstyle. RAWR.
Like wow.

(It seems no one knows how to read the Fathers and sons the last word la. hahaaha.)

2009-10-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today was simply, a blast.

2009-10-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

I just looked through some of my oldest post.
Seriously, GROSS.

Like wow, I couldn't even believe I typed all that out la.
changed skin :D and totally lost my links.

Cause I accidentally clicked on the save changes button instead of preview.
So, Tag to be linked! :D

2009-10-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

This guy is the bomb! :D

Watched fame today, awesome dance steps they have. The dance choreographer was superb la.
Plus, I'm a sucker at goodbyes.

And, tmr's going to be such a bore with all the people.

2009-10-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

This is what I'm currently thinking about.

#1 Blog stalkers never has the right to ask the blog owner of the blog that they stalk to close down their blog just because of a post which in this case, has nothing to do with vulgar/ insulting the stalker.

So, just scram or I'll scream at you whenever I see you.
Plus, did I mention I totally DETEST blog stalkers, because they are a bunch of people with nothing to do and don't wanna go and manage their own blogs so they are stalking other people's blog and intruding their privacy. It feels absolutely horrible to have someone shadowing you, you know? Although I know that opening a blog means everyone can view it, which also means that you're opening your privacy to everyone. Oh hold on. Blogs aren't really much of a private thing, are they? It's just something to personalize and call 'Your own.'

Main point: It's a no no to blog stalkers/ blog stalking.
(I know there's a stalker out there reading this. So hey you! GET LOST.)

#2 I am actually doing Chinese papers while everyone is slacking. (I cannot believe it either.)

I am supposed to be watching my shows now but I am so stuck with well, someone, who is constantly supervising me doing my work here and I have absolutely nothing much to do other than doing some Chinese which will not help much.

#3 One moment she's your best friend, and another, she's just a slut from hell.

#4 Will some people just be satisfied with what they have?

I mean hello, you got like straight As, and you're no.40 in your level, 10 in class, and you're complaining you didn't do as well as you expected. HELLO?! You got a super high percentage of 82 and what else could you want? Bloody hell, just SCRAM.

2009-10-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

I don't know anymore.

If I listen to you, I get scolded.
If I don't, I get scolded.

I've always been the second.
The one who brings trouble.
The one who does lousy in school.
The one who is so different.

Will this nonsense ever cease?!
Ask yourself,
can you let go?

because I know, you can't.
period.

no looking back, I won't regret.

2009-10-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

its over, isn't it?

The class was super awesome after the science paper was collected. I have never felt so relaxed and carefree in my life before! :D

Fathers and sons is super funny. hhahaah.

2009-10-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

One day, after all these, I'll jump as crazy as that guy there.
After this whole mess is gone.

If we could choose, we wouldn't choose this.
we would be choosing relaxation and a whole lot other things.
which would obviously, make a whole lot of things easier.
and probably ease half my burden.

Life is short. And why should be even spend time struggling when we can enjoy and have fun?

On the other hand, He didn't promise that life wouldn't be hard, but He promised strength for everything.

When you left, I felt as though all the happiness in my world left with you.
Incantation.
Lets hope it works.

2009-10-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

I want someone to wait for me there with an unbrella.
I need more joy in my life.

OPTIMISM!

2009-09-27T21:02:00.001+08:00

I like to walk in the rain.
Because no one can see you crying, and the rain washes all your tears down the drain.

When I was young, I always thought rain was something that scared small kids like me away from the park. The sky would lose all its brightness and darkened and gave of a nasty aura that frightened me. It made me so cold and wet and I could still remember how much of the warm sun rays I desired.

But now, it's all different.

What exactly is Life?

I believe there is something waiting out there for me to achieve, but it's definitely not something that I like.

It's like how destiny defys you.

We experience hurt and pain, all because we have too high expectations of ourselves. But they always say, without expectations, your life is meaningless.

Why do I even live such a meaningless life?

I need faith.
faith.
faith.
faith.
faith.

2009-09-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

It's like they all say:
When you fall, you just gotta learn to get right back up again and continue the long road ahead.

Not only is my wound bleeding, it's freaking pain.
believe me, I've tried to stop it.
it's probably infected.

This few days in school has been the bomb lah :D LIKE TOTALLY. Especially crapping with all the potential crappers around me.

And I don't know why, but people replied letters at a speed faster than F1 cars travel when they're chionging to the finish line when beyonce & the black eyed peas are performing on the last day. Just hope that Lewis Hamilton won't get distracted by the performing stage when he zooms past & crash. Thank goodness the PCD aren't performing, or he would totally screw himself up hahah.

(no offence, but haha.)

Which reminds me of the drag queen.

and now on to the birthday ~~bashes~~ wishes.

It's the 26th september today la! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGTING.
hahah, still lie to your ah gong you in school.
Funny la you :D
love you many! :D

2009-09-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

The WORST sin of Jenny Goh:

Your world, is my world.
My fight, is your fight.
My breath, is your breath.

I'ma tell you one time.

&I'm falling for you all over again

2009-09-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha.

Waiting for yesterday.
It'll never come back, will it?

2009-09-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH CHECK THIS OUT.

1.Kelly

The coolest person you will ever meet. May be Irish or Canadian but who the fuck cares cause canadians are pretty fucking sweet.

Person 1:yo its kelly, she's awesome brah.
Person 2: yeah i know man. she's from canada!

2.Kelly

second most common irish surname ever

eg. his last name's kelly he must be irish

(not really important but still, cool.)

3.Kelly

Most wonderful person to chat with.

(OF COURSE!)

amazing.

I hope you've forgotten me.

2009-09-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hiatus, or no hiatus?
we'll see tmr. :D

我爱上了lamb,希望她永远都不会知道.

2009-09-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

Jenny is so cute when she sings.
and I haven't figured out how to upload recordings.

Disappointment.

amusing yet annoying.

2009-09-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAAHAHA.

someone is missing me. :D

2009-09-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

This guy is bloodily brillant.

and gosh me, I really have to start mugging.

I'm really pissed at you, miss you-think-you-know-it-but-you-don't-and-don't-think-of-others.

2009-09-16T17:25:00.001+08:00

I'm updating. (WOW!)

MIA for so long already.

Sometimes I'm alone.
Sometimes I'm not.

and as each day passes, EOYs are getting closer. (which is obviously, freaking me out like totally.) I mean, is anyone NOT freaking out?

I think Lilan is starting to like me.
Eew.
This is a bad sign D:

so they came to my house today, and wheeeeeeeeeeeeee it was a mess. (like always.)
and I really can't stand my brother.

I really have to start doing something.
like seriously.

.
.
.

but hey I'm still here.

2009-09-11T12:07:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to do some serious mugging.

2009-09-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Blogger just screwed up again.
I mean, yes the box is here with all the normal stuff but its kind of weird.
like seriously I don't know what to say.

I'm done with black & white :D
I really love that guy who fell in love with xiying in the end.
he is super cool lah.
cooler than my zaizai.

and credits to kiayuen who helped me translate all the words at the end because I was too lazy and couldn't understand half the stuff that they said.

I never knew jenny was that scandalous.
[;

I realised I've been going on the wrong direction all these while.
So finally, I'm on the right track.

2009-09-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

seriously. wheeeeeeeeee. (contradicting! :O)

ELLYNE! OH MY GOSH LOOK ITS YANMAR. like seriously I almost died laughing while I took this picture it was on a CRANE. (or was it a bulldozer?) It was somewhere along the road home from the kallang thingy.

CRAZY, isn't it? :D

and oh my poor house is going to be gatecrashed. D:

I HAVE TO START MUGGING! OH WO DE TIAN AH. (so cheena.)

2009-09-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

The jointy is really ulu.
like, friggin' ulu.

Oh I love 陈在天 :D he is super hilarious.

2009-09-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jenny! :D

May you be as cute as ever!

2009-09-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

motherfucking assholes.

(okay so my dad and mum saw something in my thumbdrive that he shouldn't see. I mean oh my bloody fucking shit why didn't I delete it?!)

GOSH. I am a real retard.
like seriously where are my brain cells? (oh they are hibernating)

on second thought,
its jenny's birthday tmr! :D

2009-09-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

Jackie Chan died in Shinjiku. :O
oh my gosh.
how could he?!

you don't know anything, do you?
I'm trying not to get angry with anyone.
and I WON'T get angry. (:

2009-09-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I went for a movie marathon today :O
watched awesome stuff like G.I.JOE, and 17 again and confessions of a shopaholic.
actually not much, but I didn't mug! D:
Hafta go mug tingxie.(must secure a pass :O)

anyway G.I.JOE IS THE BLOODY BOMB.
I totally fell in love with that korean guy who played the chief baddie.
He's called Lee Byun Hun. :D

SUPER COOL.
Yet another awesome piece of man.

2009-09-01T11:12:00.001+08:00

"it is attractive as it gives off its own aurora and attracts people to it."

-an extract from my homec assignment.

hahah, lol.

;just can't quit it.

2009-08-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

;They don't want it.

WGPS!
awesome people, awesome food (HAHAH I sound like a glutton), awesome PEOPLE(some.)
sat at some random place and we crapped for about 2hours straight! :D
AWESOME.

plus, the canteen was the bomb. :D
and we went back to the classroom as usual.

and I can't seem to upload any pictures other than these two (:

craps. :D

Some people hide from love.
well, I won't. (:

2009-08-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

I'm getting toothaches.(too much candies! D:)

;Some people fight for love.

2009-08-29T10:22:00.001+08:00

;insainty (:

I remember someone used to say" They're insane, we're SAINTS!"
HAAAH.

jointy is BACK! HOHOHO.

2009-08-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

The E.N.D

(it's not energy never dies. It's END.)

I tried.
Yet I failed, like I do all the time.
stop wasting money on me.
that 3000$?
Hope it works.

Mutton: MUTTON! Do you like leopards?
Mutton: No, I prefer Pussycats.

There was this examination going on in a school. The invigilator was very specific about being punctual, and made it very clear to the students that lateness will not be tolerated and no late scripts will be accepted.

Alas, the examination began.

Half an hour later, a late student rushed in frantically. The invigilator hands him the paper, and tells him sarcastically "you will not manage to finish the paper on time.'' The student did not really bother about the comment, but finds his seat and starts doing the paper.

Two hours later, the examination ended. All the students lined up to hand in their scripts, leaving the late student at his seat still busy doing the paper.

Half an hour later, the late student finally finishes the paper and walks up to the teacher's table and attempts to put his exam script with the others, but fails.

The invigilator said "lateness will not be tolerated."

The student bellows "DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?"

The invigilator replies "NO I DON'T."

The student yells yet again "DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?!"

The invigilator, infuriated at the rudeness of the student, retorts "I DON'T KNOW AND I DON'T CARE."

The student, satisfied, says "good." and hurriedly places his script with the rest and rushes out of the examination hall.

(hahahahaha.)

2009-08-27T16:25:00.001+08:00

Hazel is da bomb.
seriously.

Her juniors are also da bombxzxzzxxz lah.
they were actually talking about LI BAI?!
(on the bus)

hahah. and she was like the brown bag one.
but all of them were carrying brown bags! hohho

My boyfriend MUST know how to beatbox.

2009-08-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

When everyone's smiling, I'm not.
I want to smile.
I want to be in everything that's going on.
I want to be a normal girl.
I want to be perfect.

I'm just one of the not-so-important people in your eyes.

I won't be angry with anyone for a long, long time.
It's time for hibernation.

I want things to go back as they used to be.
but I know, they won't.
no matter how much I want them to.

this blog has lost all sense of blogging.
it's just a place for me to pour out everything.

STOP HITTING ME.
I can sue you for physical abuse someday.

2009-08-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

I realise I am a real retard.
with every sense of the word.

I've been having more that usual problems, and yet I've been creating more problems to solve.
Thinking in the shower hasn't been that effective.
I can't get out of this.

First it was you, then her, and now you again.
Its like those spiderwebs you climb.
They never seem to have a hole designed specially for you to crawl out.

Problem x gives me problem y, and problem y gives me problem z.
how nice.

but I'm letting go.

2009-08-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

I've decided to let go.
Holding on isn't as easy as they say.

;I WANT MY BANGS.

2009-08-23T14:13:00.000+08:00

OH MY BLOODY FUCKING SHIT.
I forgot to save my homec.
which means I totally have to redo.

THANKS ALOT, when I have so much things to do and ponder about, and yes you have to add one more to my to-do list.

I am seriously going nuts.
AAUGH.

I bear grudges. (in case you didn't know.)

2009-08-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to do.
I am seriously going nuts over this whole thing.

People have different tolerance levels, in case you didn't know.
and yes, I am so bloody annoyed at her.
If you aren't, then so be it.

I thought you would never do the extreme.
but you did it.
I'll find a way to make up for what I did wrong, but I WON'T make up for something that I think is perfectly right.

Perhaps I'm better off hiding everything like I always do last time.
Then I wouldn't further offend you. (which I think I did unintentionally. [sadly].)
Don't blame me for avoiding you.
I need to escape from everything.

mug.

2009-08-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

glam la.

Science Centre pictures will be uploaded on facebook. (:

I think I'll just bury my emotions in math.

2009-08-21T22:08:00.001+08:00

AWESOME.

2009-08-20T16:26:00.001+08:00

FAITH.
come to me, faith.
FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH.

2009-08-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

I'm really sick of everything.
Wake up, school, lunch, go home, study, sleep.

my life is just so mudane. D:

Dearest Rendel,
I really love your constitution.
Although I really have no idea what your constitution means, I still love it.
Especially the cartoon on some funny page in the textbook that shows you watering the cute little bobbing mushrooms.
With city hall and the supreme court as the background.
You were wearing a hot little tuxedo there and holding a small watering can, slowly struggling to water the growing mushrooms.
I am very touched by the effort you put in to groom your mushrooms.
Look at all the sweat on your forehead.
and your hands were shivering.

Mushrooms are actually Fungi.
Which are some species that are evil.
They eat up nutrients from the plants.
Especially those growing in Kunming.
They are designed in all the colours of rainbow and according to my lousy source of contextual knowledge, they are not poisonous.

But my brain tells me that they are poisonous.
The more colourful something is, the more dangerous it is. (Haven't you heard of it? Oh dear I'd better sign you up for english remedial.)

Your constitution is just so cute.
You look so bloody retarded in the cartoon.
Just to let you know, this is how I feel about you and your constitution.

Yours sincerely,
Kelly yoyo low.

brendy, brendy,
quite contrary,
how do I get A1 for history?

2009-08-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

thanks to th-LYN I can post pictures already! :D

Look closely people!

#1 Guess who?
(ask me personally for both answers okay.)

So BLOODY GAY.

#2 was taken down because someone asked me to.

#3 Guess who?

hahahaha.

I'm so going to revive the joint blog (right yinghao? HAHA :D)

do you know that you are a bitch?
[;
go look in the mirror la.
seriously.

changing clothes everyday won't help you.

omg I'm watching the last episode! :D

2009-08-17T20:08:00.001+08:00

Well, it seems I can't post pictures. D:
which is real bad.
at this point of time.

(I'm watching the part where he's attempting to suicide! He so cute la he. write on tissue paper.)

I was about to post something ABSOLUTELY AWESOME.
but yes, failed.
so no glam pictures of sexy people.

went to eat pepper lunch today.
Madeleine bobby goh is just so cute can.

and omgosh lah, I'm watching bf3 again! (did I just say that? lol.)

For the sake of nice people I made my fonts bigger. :D
so nice right me.

有成ftw!

2009-08-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

My life is at its busiest point like, nownownow.
goshhhh.

I just realised my history notes are only 5 pages! :D
and I'm like about to start page 3.
three (or more) cheers for awesome kelly.

I finished watching ep29! :D

I'm currently too lazy to make dedications and my skin is too small lah.
so yeah.
paisehhhh. ;x

[edit]
Guys are seriously weird people.
They can argue about real stupid things.

For example, my brother is currently arguing with my father over whether a fortress can exist underwater.

see what I mean?

;candyland ftw!

2009-08-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

down down down down.
somehow I have this feeling that no one really understands me.

[;

I'm really sick of this.
why does he get everything and I don't.
just because he comes home with As and I come home with Cs and failures.

;so on my own, I feel so all alone

2009-08-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

I haven't studied at all.
for history (duh, what were you thinking?)

gosh.
what's happening to me.
I'm addicted to my dad's iphone games.
:D

;you cheated on me from behind

2009-08-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

YOU FUCKING HELL DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

do you even know how much effort I put in?
No.

so just SHUT UP.

2009-08-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

I am such a loser.
Can't even manage my stuff well.

!@#$%^&*()_+.

;you are there, I can feel it.

2009-08-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Synyin, Kelly, Xinyee, Rena.

2009-08-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

I really really hope that :

#1 the chinese paper will be easy.
#2 this skin doesn't screw up anymore.

we have a really nice show to watch tmr. :D

2009-08-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

highlight of the day:

JENNY! this is not unglam okay.
:D who ask you snap so many unglam shots of me.
bleahx (:

amanda & rena!

LOH!

WILFURD! ( is that how you spell it?)

truckloads of fun! :D

;across my heart.

2009-08-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

There's still something awfully wrong with blogger.
and I'm going down to play in 10 mins time! hahah.

wheee. I feel so carefree again.
although there's loads to do and I can feel the pressure building up D:

I really don't wanna go through this you know.
I bet you didn't.
so I'm telling you now.

go wrong gave a sex ed talk today :D hahah
so retarded lah go wrong.

and she mentioned(if you were listening) that she used to google for porn websites?!
that's one very good example that she went wrong.

so yeah, let's hope she goes right for once :D

bingo, its mine.

2009-08-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

JENNY GOH HUI YI.

the nicest, AWESOMEST person I've ever met :D

thank you so much!

for removing that awful spastic photo of me on your blog.

I love you okay(although you are so retarded sometimes HAHAH)

bell rings every half hour.

yoyo plays super yoyo with bobby.

go wrong never goes right.

oh bobby used to be a construction worker.

no wonder he's so CUTE!

P.S not all fat people are cute.

2009-08-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

I really love playgrounds, don't you think so?
I found a playground near my ahma's house okay.
and of course, we made a little new friend by the name of 陈shu qi.(I have no idea how to write her name.)
we didn't even know if she's a boy or girl can.
how stupid.
and we even called her a 'it'.
HAHAH (this is what happens when you have low IQ.)

see this horse?
its the same as the one in amk okay.
its a bird!
its a plane!
its a POLE! which I climbed and got a new bruise.

don't view my skin in internet explorer okay.