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Today I'm up here in the sky,
Will you come and be with me?
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Friday, February 26, 2010

It's time for the bitterness to sink in.
When everything's falling apart, you don't know what to do.
You can't even do anything.

Sometimes I wonder why I even made the choices I made before.

It's time to throw away the key to my heart.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I'll never forget this day.

Afterall, I'm just a human being.
With emotions come guilt, with guilt comes regret, and with regret comes tears. Perhaps there are really some things in life that we have to learn to let go of.

I don't want to be a super girl,
I just wanna be me.

Why can't everything go back to how it used to be.

I really miss those days where I didn't give a shit about anything. Where playing and sleeping was all that mattered. Where you could run into someone's arms and cry. Where you could make as many mistakes as you wanted and nothing would happen.

Time's indeed something.

This moment is perfect, please don't go away.


I've always wanted to be as bright as the sun. But some things just can't be changed as and when you like it to. Perhaps I'm meant to drag everyone down with me. Everyone who attempts a chance at happiness.

Perhaps I'm just a failure.




And now it's so clear.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My life is currently at it's breaking point.
To actually know that you can't express your feelings through things like facebook, like when you're dying to high with someone, or to tell someone awesome news, it's really a once in a lifetime thing.

Perhaps it's time I learn to build walls around me and my heart and lock it all up.

And never let it out again.
Ever again.

Monday, February 15, 2010

I have completely forgotten polynomials.
OHHH and I haven't touched the piano for 9 days. DIE.


CNY & VALENTINE'S was the bomb, like BOOMZ HAHAHA.
and jenny goh! D:
EVIL PERSON.

Today I finally came to my senses, that some things can never go back to what it used to be.
<3 tian xin! :D

Friday, February 12, 2010

So its my fault, once again.
Everything's my fault.
Me, me and only me.

I almost threw my phone at you.

Let's say its your mistake in giving me my phone.
Fine.
I'm sorry.
Although I didn't do anything.
Don't give me one I'm fine with it.
I've learnt to treasure what I have anyway.
and stop being a fucking bitch.

I'm just a daughter of yours who can't do you anything, who you always blame for everything.




I need to let go of everything.

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

I have no idea what's going on in my life now.
It's all messed up. There's dumb bio tmr, and I have heaps and heaps of polynomials to solve and find the remainder and whatnot.
I don't even have time to reflect.

(actually, yes I do!) hahah.
And oh hell I can't find YG! D: there goes a boomz poster.

I really wish the rain would never stop. So it can cry with me everyday. So I won't be lonely. So I would have someone to comfort. Someone to tell all my worries to. Someone to hide my tears.

Your breath is just like the raindrops that fall on my hands.

It's been a long time since a Chinese song sang me to sleep.


I believe I'll get to fully appreciate the beauty of the magnificient rainbow after the thunderstorm. Believe me, I will.
Because I can, I want, and I will.



YESSSSSSSS I FOUND THE FAITH I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR.

Monday, February 01, 2010

I never knew such kind people could actually turn out to be fucking hypocrites.


Why am I even angry. I do not know.
I only know that I've never regretted knowing you.
Or the decision to get close to you.

Perhaps I'm regretting everything now.


Pick up the broken pieces, and throw them away. Never think about it again. Don't even think about gluing it back because the cracklines will forever be there.

It's here again, that feeling.
I can't stop thinking about you after what I did.
It's horrible.

The way everything works. Its heartbreaking.
I come all this way just to realise that everything's nothing.
But baby, when they knock you down,
I will help you up.