Today I'm up here in the sky, Will you come and be with me?
Profile Kelly Low. kellyeagle95@hotmail.com Tagboard Archives September 2006 October 2006 January 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010	Saturday, January 30, 2010 I've been really pissed at some people these few days. but nevermind. (: because NGs really make me laugh. <3 hahahaaha. It touched me. Something just snapped in me. Right after I saw everything that I missed out. It saddens me everyday. When I actually lie on my bed after an exhausting day in school, to reflect on what I've been doing. It's all about choices. Choices. We all have choices. And I believe, life's about making choices. Choices, what's so good about them. After you realised you made the wrong ones, you regret. and regretting is the worst thing to do. But many people still do it. Its amazing, the word love. it touches my heart in great amounts. Its perfect, the nights, they make you feel like you're the only one in the world. there's no one to worry about, no one to think of, no one to be afraid of. and its the best thing. because it's yet another chance to reveal who you really are, and there's no one to see how fragile and weak you really are. Thank you. So much. Friday, January 22, 2010 I seriously doubt that I'll have enough tears for the rest of my life. What happens if I run out of tears now? D: Sigh. <3 Vanilla Twilight! :DD omg its so sweet. I give up. Have it your way. Thursday, January 21, 2010 Call me biased or what, but I just found out some totally fucking loser likes suju. Oh fuck. And you, please stop doing whatever you're doing. It's killing me inside. You know what people like me hate about people like you? its because of what you're doing. Can you please go back to normal. Before all this nonsense started. I really treasure you. Don't Love. Wednesday, January 20, 2010 Today is the worst day of my life. I think I'm going to be sick. So you'll know where I am when I'm not in school tmr. (: I'm actually going to sleep at 9.30. :O Cause the space between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. Monday, January 18, 2010 Yes, I've realised that I'm sitting right smack in the middle of a bunch of whooping retards. HAHAHAH. Don't Love. (I've to train my com to type korean D: and my iphone too!) Friday, January 15, 2010 You don't know how much I want to sleep, sleep away all these things happening and wake up later to find that everything's a dream. I come back from school, you don't even give me time to do my own stuff. Livejournal totally crashed, I couldn't read any fics which pissed me off. and you came back and started throwing all your questions as me. It's only the second week of the brand new year, and I'm really dying. It's really stressful, and I'm already so tired. and no one gives me time to rest at all. I hate all these. When will these ever cease? I'm really very tired. and I don't care if you're going to scold me tmr or not, for I've already given up. I'm really tired. ;The disco ball is just hanging by a thread. Omg minxin is really HILARIOUS HAHAHA. Thursday, January 14, 2010 When I was just about to accept you, you flung yet another knife into my heart. Wednesday, January 13, 2010 STRENGTH. Isn't strength all about how well you hide your pain. I've been really weak, and I'm reminded of that nightmare everyday. I know I have to face it, but yet there's this part of me that wants to give up. Go away. Never come back. \ Perhaps I'm just meant to be a weakling, never able to stand up on my own. and the disappointment still lasts, it doesn't go away easily. and let's just hope you won't pretend that nothing ever happened. This pain. Will it ever go away? The uncertainty. Will it ever disappear? I just can't seem to cry; my eyes are out of tears. I'm losing it. the Faith. Saturday, January 09, 2010 I never thought I'd cry this year. When I was young and naive, I thought you were my angel. An angel that was given to me to teach me how to produce beautiful music. and maybe, learn something meaningful about life. I liked you so much better last time. Perhaps its you who changed, or I did. But as I changed, I still liked you. I actually looked forward to seeing you each week. You made a difference in my life. You actually made it interesting. meaningful. Fun. You were my angel. But now, I thank God for letting me see right through you. This happened more than three times, and each time you bitched about me to my mother. and obviously, the whole world knew. I've made a mental note to smile at you whenever you scold me, and say yes to whatever you say to me. So if you say anything again, I can walk out of the room and say that it has nothing got to do with me, with pride. I thought you were different from the others. But you're exactly like them. Probably even worse. I'm hanging on to nothing but hope. Afterall, isn't it hope that keeps us going in life? I have no right to scold you or anything. Who are you anyway? My angel? Tuesday, January 05, 2010 HANCHUL :D haven't updated for a long time! haah. Someone give me a backpack to use D: I'm on a bag craze! (: and hell just began. I mean, you know, HELL. Random time. . . . I love Shin Woo! :D Sunday, January 03, 2010 2009 was a blast, and I hope 2010 will be a bomb! (: School tmr. How fast. My mudane life's about to start all over again. but at least there's one thing to look forward to :D HAHA.
But baby, when they knock you down, I will help you up.