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Friday, October 23, 2009

These few days have been really meaningful.
I've really learnt some valuable lessons in life.

I shall never pin high hopes on myself again.
High hopes are just useless; you'll just end up suffering a greater defeat, knowing that you did your best and still, couldn't succeed.
And every time I suffer a defeat, a piece of my heart goes with it.
It really hurts.
Just that some people don't know it, and they go around with their heads bloated.

I just gotta learn to face it.
I'm a loser.
I can't do anything right.

You know, sometimes its really hard to stay positive.
Life is full of surprises, and my life is really interesting.
But its getting boring.
Because its full of setbacks.

God is really, very very mysterious. I know He loves me, but still, I have no idea what is my life all about.

I guess I have to go to church more often.
And I read from somewhere that, sometimes, there are those that God let go and let them suffer the consequences of their own choices in life.

Perhaps I've made all the wrong choices.
Perhaps I'm just not what I think I am.

I've really been thinking these days, and thinking really makes me feel a whole lot better. Because it takes everything off my mind except for what I am thinking.

Thinking about Life.
Thinking about God.
Thinking about everything.

Why do we even bother to live our lives?
I don't know.
But I know that Life goes on, no matter what.
Be it a setback, or a major success, Life won't wait for you.


Call me a coward, or an asshole, I don't really care.
Bitch about me all you want, I'm actually fine with that.
People like you will never understand the reasons behind what I'm actually doing.
Simple-minded people would probably think I'm lazy, I'm letting everyone down.

I may seem selfish, but everything I do, I have my reasons.



;there's gonna be one less lonely girl.
But baby, when they knock you down,
I will help you up.