Today I'm up here in the sky,
Will you come and be with me?
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
![]() He's super cute. Like really. I really can't believe this year is ending. Since it's ending, I'll be super nice and not be pissed at anyone and try to get along with you. and I actually decided against ponning school. :D Monday, October 26, 2009
Cuteness. And the woman in this Mv is his real mother! HAHAHAHAAAA. Someone go out with me on thursday! I'm bored. Friday, October 23, 2009
These few days have been really meaningful. I've really learnt some valuable lessons in life. I shall never pin high hopes on myself again. High hopes are just useless; you'll just end up suffering a greater defeat, knowing that you did your best and still, couldn't succeed. And every time I suffer a defeat, a piece of my heart goes with it. It really hurts. Just that some people don't know it, and they go around with their heads bloated. I just gotta learn to face it. I'm a loser. I can't do anything right. You know, sometimes its really hard to stay positive. Life is full of surprises, and my life is really interesting. But its getting boring. Because its full of setbacks. God is really, very very mysterious. I know He loves me, but still, I have no idea what is my life all about. I guess I have to go to church more often. And I read from somewhere that, sometimes, there are those that God let go and let them suffer the consequences of their own choices in life. Perhaps I've made all the wrong choices. Perhaps I'm just not what I think I am. I've really been thinking these days, and thinking really makes me feel a whole lot better. Because it takes everything off my mind except for what I am thinking. Thinking about Life. Thinking about God. Thinking about everything. Why do we even bother to live our lives? I don't know. But I know that Life goes on, no matter what. Be it a setback, or a major success, Life won't wait for you. Call me a coward, or an asshole, I don't really care. Bitch about me all you want, I'm actually fine with that. People like you will never understand the reasons behind what I'm actually doing. Simple-minded people would probably think I'm lazy, I'm letting everyone down. I may seem selfish, but everything I do, I have my reasons. ;there's gonna be one less lonely girl. Monday, October 19, 2009
![]() Watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs today, 3D! (: It's like what, the first time I'm watching a 3D show. I know my life is just so pathetic. Omg my mom says I look darker. Which boosted my ego a hell lot. hahaahahaha. ![]() Like wow. (It seems no one knows how to read the Fathers and sons the last word la. hahaaha.) Sunday, October 18, 2009
Today was simply, a blast. Saturday, October 17, 2009
I just looked through some of my oldest post. Seriously, GROSS. Like wow, I couldn't even believe I typed all that out la. changed skin :D and totally lost my links. Cause I accidentally clicked on the save changes button instead of preview. So, Tag to be linked! :D Thursday, October 15, 2009
![]() This guy is the bomb! :D Watched fame today, awesome dance steps they have. The dance choreographer was superb la. Plus, I'm a sucker at goodbyes. And, tmr's going to be such a bore with all the people. Monday, October 12, 2009
This is what I'm currently thinking about. #1 Blog stalkers never has the right to ask the blog owner of the blog that they stalk to close down their blog just because of a post which in this case, has nothing to do with vulgar/ insulting the stalker. So, just scram or I'll scream at you whenever I see you. Plus, did I mention I totally DETEST blog stalkers, because they are a bunch of people with nothing to do and don't wanna go and manage their own blogs so they are stalking other people's blog and intruding their privacy. It feels absolutely horrible to have someone shadowing you, you know? Although I know that opening a blog means everyone can view it, which also means that you're opening your privacy to everyone. Oh hold on. Blogs aren't really much of a private thing, are they? It's just something to personalize and call 'Your own.' Main point: It's a no no to blog stalkers/ blog stalking. (I know there's a stalker out there reading this. So hey you! GET LOST.) #2 I am actually doing Chinese papers while everyone is slacking. (I cannot believe it either.) I am supposed to be watching my shows now but I am so stuck with well, someone, who is constantly supervising me doing my work here and I have absolutely nothing much to do other than doing some Chinese which will not help much. #3 One moment she's your best friend, and another, she's just a slut from hell. #4 Will some people just be satisfied with what they have? I mean hello, you got like straight As, and you're no.40 in your level, 10 in class, and you're complaining you didn't do as well as you expected. HELLO?! You got a super high percentage of 82 and what else could you want? Bloody hell, just SCRAM. Saturday, October 10, 2009
I don't know anymore. If I listen to you, I get scolded. If I don't, I get scolded. I've always been the second. The one who brings trouble. The one who does lousy in school. The one who is so different. Will this nonsense ever cease?! Ask yourself, can you let go? because I know, you can't. period. no looking back, I won't regret. Friday, October 09, 2009
its over, isn't it? The class was super awesome after the science paper was collected. I have never felt so relaxed and carefree in my life before! :D Fathers and sons is super funny. hhahaah. Saturday, October 03, 2009
![]() One day, after all these, I'll jump as crazy as that guy there. After this whole mess is gone. If we could choose, we wouldn't choose this. we would be choosing relaxation and a whole lot other things. which would obviously, make a whole lot of things easier. and probably ease half my burden. Life is short. And why should be even spend time struggling when we can enjoy and have fun? On the other hand, He didn't promise that life wouldn't be hard, but He promised strength for everything. When you left, I felt as though all the happiness in my world left with you. Incantation. Lets hope it works. Thursday, October 01, 2009
![]() I want someone to wait for me there with an unbrella. I need more joy in my life. OPTIMISM! |
But baby, when they knock you down,
I will help you up. |