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Thursday, March 26, 2009

I am a great loser.
I keep making myself cry.

FAITH. I'm losing you again.
its really demoralizing you know.
when others are like way ahead of you.
and you really tried way harder than last year.
and you improved alot from last year.
but still
its always not good enough.
because you can't forget that
as you are trying harder to improve,
others are trying EVEN harder to improve too.
competition's real tough these days.

somethings that seem important now might not be important in the future.
I agree
but.
I really want it.
I can achieve it.
I will do it.
with you.

I realised that I was thousands of times more worried/afraid/unsure about my studies than last year. Last year was really screwed up although I still love onedee. aha.

someone in class today said my handwriting is so adult-ish! ahha (don't know who ah.)
but in fact I was scribbling (or rather, writing very quickly.)
ahha!

Today during malay swapped seats with kailing (so she could sit infront with her dear jiale and I could sit somewhere back with kiayuen & the others.)
then cikgu asked something in malay (which I don't know) and then chuanxin was like asking me what is 羊肉. I was like erm goat meat?
GOAT MEAT.
GOAT MEAT.
GOAT MEAT.
omggosh since when did I become so rtdd.

ahha.
mutton la.
I listen to them like, almost every night and I don't even know what it means.

and yeah, chuanxin went crazy. She was begging me to teach her to do this weird qn which I just realised (less than 1hour ago!) that I didn't get the textbook ans because she copied the qn wrongly.

Imma good girl today (: waiting for dear brother to teach me how to do math. Gonna mug chem later. I WANT MY A1s!

oh dear blog, I'm really sorry but I think I wanna go on hiatus. Don't worry, although I won't come here regularly you'll still be in my heart. love you to the max. I'll come back with my A1s for you! Don't worry Jiaxi's blog is going on hiatus too. So you can go to her blog and you won't be alone for long (: its http://eat-clips.blogspot.com okay ;D but I'm not sure about this decision yet. gonna confirm it soon (:

ate in school & went home EARLY. Needa mug. Everyone needs to mug. Everyone (majority)changed. All those hardcore slackers all hardcore muggers alr. Sigh this is only giving me more pressure.


I'll be missing you every second of my life. (:
But baby, when they knock you down,
I will help you up.